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Wednesday, October 20, 2004

i got his email!

Hi Jerry,

I got your email from rowdyred, a user @ msc forum(btw do u go there?), who said to get it from your friend. I am just a 15 years old shy and innocent girl, who wants you to know how much I admire you.

I have to admit, I am not a fan, I did not vote 4 u (in fact the only time i voted was for sly in wildcard) Actually I only notice ya when my mum mentioned that you were smiling all the way while singing and she said you were a good singer. and for my mum to notice someone is not easy k! haha..then i started to take more interest in u.

But it's disco nite that really made me FEEL and cried. I was hoping and hoping that you would be in, but u would not, and still carrying that smile all over your face. even till the last moment..you must have felt really horrible. I really admire your positive attitude towards the whole thing despite all the critisisms and stuff. I admire your strength, to deal with all these from the public and how professional ur at handling them. Your smile lights up my day=)

I can see your efforts, I can see the passion. Seriously I can see how you tried your best for all the performances, and that touched me. Especially after reading about u accountant-turned-basker, and how u stayed to help the crew carry things, I can really relate being involved in theatre myself. I really love it, yepx the PASSION. It's the thing that kept me going, it's the best thing I've ever experienced. It's backstage that does the magic, it's all about teamwork, hard work...not the glory and dramamama part of it. (ps: care to come watch our production next yr? in around july, it's a physical piece) I don't know, is this inspiration or what?

Hey Jerry, I know if u can chose again u would still chose to go through the idol jouney right? because I believe the experience no matter good or bad is more than anything *winkz*

I would really like to have u as a friend (maybe it's not really possible, but it's ok) Heard that ur going back to Orchard to bask? Hope to see you there someday=) Hope to receive your reply (but if ur busy then nvm) ya

You're the one contestant that makes me think and feel strongly and one i would definately remember.

hehe..since noone read this blog right? might as well post it here=) i got his email!! yay

Friday, October 15, 2004

jerry ong

i dunno..i feel weird.jerry ong got eliminated and i feel sad for him whereas like 3 weeks ago i got really pissed off with his thank you speech and then the 'constipated' singing.

I regreted not voting for him.

His smile. That smile that he always carry, even till the last moment. His positive attitude after lots of negative criticism curses, blames n hatred, which is really none of his fault. I can see his efforts, and his PASSION.
I hope to see him basking in Orchard some day and maybe talk to him.

Im not a fan, but I do admire and like his "personality"

On a nicer note, SLY got in YAY=) I was quite worried for him..haha he seems like a nice guy too, read that at lime party jerry being boombed by masses and he went to put his arm around him and ask the audience to cheer for him.

Come to think of it, I really do judge idols and people by their character, like for example in SI: I like Taufik because he seems humble and willingness to try despite being of a different race, I like Sly because he's so sweet and like the way he acted after screwing up disco nite, what he said to the judges is just so ke ai and REAL.

Sadly to say, I think most people go for the looks or talents. Actually everything matters, and they are subjective. very.

Have you ever thought of how if many people dislike this certain people, then everyone will have a bad impression without even giving them a chance? It happens everywhere, even in school. I think they're mean. It's like what primary 1 school kids say
if u friend her then we don't friend you.

Only now it's much more serious, and it stays. Maybe that's why there are so many clinques around now, it started right from the first stage of schooling and making friends.
(oh gosh, Im going off topic and have spent 45 mins on this entry. It's 1am now, better sleep. )